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1) :iconazzyfox:
3) :iconw00twithbrawl:
4) :iconocsttiac:
5) :iconspooky-tan:
7) :iconpikatira:
8) :iconnexus-schwarz:
9) :iconxxwildclawanimexx:
10) :iconzothan11:
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Something
  • Watching: Videos
  • Playing: VIDEOGAMES
  • Eating: Food
  • Drinking: Soda
So Halo 4 is out and by the sounds of it, it blew away expectation. I unfortunately can not get it yet, I'll get it when I pick up Black Ops II and oh will that be oh so much fun to play with the guys again. As much hell I'm going through right now, I try and find ways to relax and have some me time, but now I just spent all that time on school, working graveyards now having to drive 30 minutes to where i now work, sleep now during the day when I have no classes, etc. However as I said, it may be hellish and not the smartest moves that I am doing right now, but eh you got to do what you got to do. Making a lot of plans for the rest of the year and then plan trips, vacation, work days, etc for the next 8 months or so. That maybe a lot and far away, but the way my life is right now, only way I can make sure I can doing anything for myself without having to worry about anything schedule conflicts is to plan it out and not just wing it right there and then. (Though I rather prefer that, but life tends not to work for you).  Lots of planning and life events going on and stuff is giving me stress and stuff, but meh that's the life of a college student. Soon though and hopefully, I'll move out from the apartments I'm living in now and into a house that's cheaper than $409 a month. If that can happen, my stress levels will be reduced so greatly. Well back to work for me, woot.
  • Listening to: Lecture notes
  • Reading: Core Humanities
  • Watching: Something
  • Playing: Homework
  • Eating: Something healthy
  • Drinking: Coke
Another day, another journal. So these past few weeks have been most stressful, due to working this theater show has been taking time form work and it's starting to hurt me financially, but that comes with the class, there was no way I could get out of it, but only till the 27th shall I be free and can work like crazy.  I'm going to try going to Pax East this year. I got my three day pass and now I just need to work on where to stay, who is going and so on.  I made it to Pax Prime; I'll try my best to go to Pax East. Be nice to see my friends and have a good time. Lately I've been thinking about school and life. I've been going to college for about 4 years and to be honest, I'm done with school. I am tired of it. I would have been done with it by this year, but no, the university didn't count some credits that got transfer and now, I have to somewhat start all over again. (They consider me a sophomore rather than me a senior) Which is all bullsh*t. I've also notice that moving away from my sister didn't really help me as I thought it would. I mean yes I don't have her or her boyfriend breathing down my freaking neck, but in a way, she keeps throwing these jobs my way and it like "Sis, I already have a job, I'm getting a raised, and I cannot work two jobs and go to school full time. I'm already working full time, going to school full time, and I am suffering the price of this. I'm behind in my classes, not getting enough sleep, trying to get hours to pay rent, and here is my sis, not having to worry about paying rent because her boyfriend pays the rent (I have to pay 409 a month on my own, he pays around 800 or so, but he has a big paying job and already has his degree) but this women still pulls this crap on me. It's ridiculous, it's like she trying to control my life or trying to be my mother and I HATE IT. It just adds more stress and depression to my plate.  I also hate that when I got into an argument with my sister she all like "I just want you to prove everyone wrong or some crap." Well guess what sis, you fail in that department, you have not only screwed me over, but you have ruined me and mentally scar me because of that. So good job on that you dumbass. Also when I think something is wrong with me, my sister just doubts me or pushes me down, well f**k you sis.  I have to keep kicking myself in the butt just to go through the day and do school work because either I'll get lazy or I have a difficult time keeping focus on the work.  It just pisses me off so much I've tried to break my habits, but then again "Old habits die hard." Well I think I've vent and ranted enough. See you all later,
  • Listening to: Lecture notes
  • Reading: Core Humanities
  • Watching: Something
  • Playing: Homework
  • Eating: Something healthy
  • Drinking: Coke
Been sometime since I wrote a journal, seeing that one all stressed out and among other things was something I didn't want to still be on there. So how about a journal filled with happy things.  About a month ago, I went to Pax Prime in Seattle,Washington and the experience there was just amazing. It really helped me to get away from everything and go somewhere with people who have the same interest as you and  just enjoying yourself. To be honest words truly can not describe the experience I had there. Meeting all the people I follow, getting to hang out with them and getting to play some games with the. So awesome. I cosplayed as Mario and a lot of people really enjoyed my outfit and how I was so amazing sounding like Mario. That really boosted not only myself esteem, but also breaking down my social wall and opening up. Really was an amazing time and I will go back there next year, but now I want to try and go to Pax East cause a lot of my close friends are going there and I want to me them in in person and just have a ball of a time (I just need to start saving my money and all should be good, that and work like fucking crazy ^^;). Been trying out my new digital studio and really am loving it. I have been doing some test recording and trying out streams to make sure that everything works fine. Problem is though is that my Sony Vegas Pro 11 just will not open. I've re-downloaded it and tried and still will not open. I really don't want to go out and buy a psychical copy of the software (since after all it it about $650) and no way in hell do I have that kind of cash. I'll figure something out (hopefully). I am so please that I am doing recordings again and getting back into the swing out things. I miss doing my favorite hobbies and now, I am back in business and ready to start "Let's Playing" again. Well that's all I have to say, See you guys around.

  • Listening to: Retro Gaming Music
  • Reading: Psychological Minds
  • Watching: Youtube Videos
  • Playing: Donkey Kong 64
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Code Red
So as of lately, I've been stressed out on a lot of things. The biggest one is that I'm moving out by the end of the summer to a new place. The rent there is $409 a month. I am so scared that I won't be able to make the rent because even though I am getting a ton of hours at work, it's when school starts that will kick me in the balls because I'll be focus more on school & I won't be able to work the hours I have been working. I have been looking for another job so it's another source of income and a way for a set schedule of hours. The job I have right now is I ask for hours or see what hours are available and it's first come first serve. Right now I have hours for about a week so yay there. I also realized that July is around the corner and the rent due is on Aug 1, so stressed level is kick in, I am hoping that I'll be able to make rent for a least for 2-3 months in advance so that way I have a safety net. Another thing that is causing stress is that I'm going to Pax Prime (At least I am hoping to go). I have the pass and thing paid for. Problem is, MONEY. Looking in to flight, hotel, food, swag that I might want to get, and for a safety net, That's about $400-$500 for the trip (like I said, that is guesstiment with a safety net cause you never know). I really do want to go, but if money issues come up, I am boned. It's just all bullsh*t right now. Also, recently my grandfather died out of the blue so *beep*. It was maybe a few weeks ago, but the funeral just haunts my memories and I can't seem to get rid of them. It's like I'm relieving the funeral over and over again, seeing the coffin and the flag being handed to my grandmother. Painful really. Another thing that's stressing the hell out of me is family. Lately my sister is being a bit moody and her boyfriend seems to hint that I am being lazy and because I can't find another job. His brother on the other hand is getting jobs left and right, while I am struggling trying to find another one. Every time something good happens to him, he gets so much praised. Me? I get a stare and a whoopee do. Sometimes my jealous just festers when ever that happens. When it does though, I usually go for a walk and talk to myself. May sound crazy, but it helps gather my thoughts, plus it's nice to talk once in a while to myself. Like I said, a lot of things are happening to where I can't take it anymore. I feel like I want to quit or just get the hell out of this state. I keep quite to myself and don't get out a lot (except for my job, but even that can get repetitive), so I amit I am lonely. True I have my friends online that I love and consider family to me and always put a smile on my face. I do really want to go back to "Let's Plays" I miss those so much. The making of the videos, commentary, editing, and just having fun with it. A hobbit I truly miss ;(. Well I think that is that. Let's hope something amazing will happen my way very soon. See you guys later.

Ever had one of those days where you feel like you don't want to do anything or you feel depressed and you don't know why? Unfortunately, that's been me lately. I don't know why, but I been in that mood and I can't figure out why. I've been trying to look at the bright side of things and to be honest, it's not helping. The thing is that I am moving out of my sister's place and going to start living on my own near my university in order to save gas. However, the rent is going to be $409 a month plus electricity which is around maybe $20 a month. So in total, that's around $429 a month (If I am lucky enough.) My biggest fear is that I won't be able to make rent. At first I though it would be split 4 ways (so each person would pay $100 or more), but when I found out each person has to pay $409 a month, I flipped out. I looked around for something cheaper or anything that I can do, but unfortunately this was the best I can find. Only thing that was better was four/five friends come together and buy a house and split rent like that way. Problem is, I don't know a lot of people I can trust who are not only up to it and willing to do it. Still though, I would mind that then this. But what am I going to do? Well will see what happen.
The boy you punched in the hall today.
Committed suicide a few minutes ago.

That girl you called a slut in class today.
She's a virgin.

The boy you called lame.
He has to work every night to support his family.

That girl you pushed down the other day.
She's already being abused at home.

That girl you called fat.
She's starving herself.

The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars.
He fought for our country.

The boy you made fun of for crying.
His mother is dying.

You think you know them.

Guess what?
You don't!

Re-post if you are against bullying.

I bet 99% of you won't, but repost this if you're that 1% with a heart.
This was copied from ~virtualboy2558's journal, but I totally agree and am against bullying!
And he copied it from ~LotiusFerri.
Copy from ~MER255
Here I am at 12:20 in the morning figuring out a way to sleep. Then I though, why not make a journal about My thought of the whole school year. I have to say, this was hell. My first year at a university was hell. To be honest, I have never been in a situation where a lot of things just was not going my way. I'll be honest, I never went out much. I was too afraid I was going to get behind in school. In the end though, I still got behind and didn't do too well in my c lasses as I was hoping to be. I have never been in a situation to where I just wanted to give up or say *F**k everything.* One thing that factor was drama. Even though I'm going for a BA in Theater (Performing Arts) I hate drama in life. I have a low tolerance of that crap, especially online drama, oh my goodness do I hate that with a burning passion. I am though grateful I have a job, food in my belly, clothes on my back, and roof over my head. Also family drama was involved and I don't want to get into that because hey, i don't want family members seeing this. All I can say was it was a major factor into this. I am also grateful of the friends I have. They keeped me on my feet and helped me through my hard times.They are my rock and people I trust. I do want to go back to "Let's Playing." I miss that very much and miss how much fun it is recording, doing commentary,  and just finding my outlet to get away from everything. I hate myself that this bulls**t happen and it got to me when it shouldn't. Sometimes I just want to want "revenge" on the people that cause all this crap and just tell them all to f**k off.  Only problem is there fear that I have is that if I do that, I'll just be shooting myself in the foot.  

Well it's late and I need rest. Let me know what you guys think. Thank you,

Today was my birthday, and to be honest, it sucked ass. I celebrated my birthday all by myself. My family went to Vegas having the time of their lives while here I am sitting in the dark with a cupcake and a candle stick. The thing is I really should not be bother with this, EXCEPT THEY PULL THIS BEFORE LAST YEAR ON ME. Goes to show how much I'm loved huh? Well another birthday has come and gone, maybe next year will be better.
My first tag, crap

Tagged by ~Ocsttiac
Part 1 - Rules:

1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post five things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post.
4. Create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
5. Choose eleven people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
6. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
7. No stuff like "you're tagged if you're reading this".
8. No tag-backs.

Part 2 - Things About Me:

1. The name "Gexocidal" was thought up during my time in Modern Warfare 2's multiplayer
2. I've been a gamer for about 17 years now. (Mostly Nintendo or Xbox.)
3. I am a "Let's Player" on Youtube.

Part 3 - Your Questions:

1. Do you believe that each person has someone out there to complete them?
Maybe, maybe not. Depends I guess.

2. Do you think you'll ever achieve your dreams?
If I work my butt off towards it, yes I will.

3. Speaking of which, what are your hopes and dreams?
To be honest, I don't know

4. Would you ever conquer your fears for someone?
I do not know.

5. What would it take to get you to give up?
If someone destroy my mental state

6. What do you think your life has in store for you?
Lots and Lots of fun and challenges.

7. Would you say you have a talent?
I do, and I like them.

8. What are you more scared of? Death or pain?

9. Satisfied with your accomplishments?
In a way, yes.

10. What would you say is the worst thing about the world?
Too many things.

11. Do you want a hug?
Please. :(

Part 4 - My Questions:

Can't think of any.

Part 5 - The Tagged:
I hate it when  I send people messages and they don't reply. When I try to start a conversation with one of my friends and they never reply, it just ticks me off. I mean if they don't want to talk to me or they are to busy, all I ask is that they reply, "too busy" or "can't talk right now". It won't hurt my feelings, I'm an understandable person, but when they don't reply, then I assume that they are ignoring me or whatever. IT grinds my gears really bad cause I find that rude. It's not to reply nor does it take to long.

That's all I have to say.

So as we all know (or at least most of us) the whole internet has been in danger for a while because of SOPA, PIPA, ACTA, and OPEN. These are bills that are trying to censor the internet and give power to big corporations to pretty much shut down websites like Youtube, deviantART, and any website that has copyright material on them. Put it this way, SOPA and PIPA only affected USA, ACTA AND OPEN, AFFECTS THE WHOLE WORLD! Here's a question, WHY ARE THEY STARTING THIS WAR NOW!? WHAT SO GOD DAMN BAD THAT THEY NEED TO MAKE BILLS TO PULL THIS BULLS**T ON US? I can understand they want to stop piracy, but they are going at it the wrong way. Yeah boohoo some corporations are loosing a little bit of money (though my eyes at least) They make millions and millions of dollars, and they're b*tch -n cause they want more? How about focusing on more important things like oh I don't know, OUR ECONOMY!!!! So many people are jobless, trying to make ends meat, trying to survive and all you guys are focusing on is trying to CENSOR THE FLIPPING INTERNET!??? YOU MORONS. These guys are supposed to have bachelors or masters or whatever in politics.....goes to show how smart they are (sarcasm). Monkeys can do a better job than these morons. Final thoughts, this is ridiculous and a waste of time. Focus on things that have a HIGHER PRIORITY than trying to censor the internet, as you can see, thousands and thousands of petitions are out with millions and millions of signatures showing that we care about the internet and it's fine the way it is. They are trying to destroy our freedom, our right to express ourselves at what we can do best.  So sign all those petitions saying that "YOU CAN NOT DO THIS TO US! WE HAVE A RIGHT AND WANT TO KEEP OUR FREEDOM ON THE INTERNET!"

I end this rant with a famous quote: "Older men declare war. But it is the youth that must fight and die."
Herbert Hoover

See you guys later,

A new year and it's already bad. Don't you hate that? When the new year comes by and you feel it will be better and then WHAM! bad things happen to you. Anyways, got in a fight with my older sister and things just gotten worse. Won't really got into detail, but let's just say it's bad. Anyways, hope you are all doing great, and I'll talk to you later.

Bye for now,

Hey everybody, how are you? Been a while sine I did a journal.  

So what has happen to me? I'll be honest not great. This year was horrible. With depression, family issues, moving to a new city has not been the best time of my life. School was difficult, but some how I manage to survive, so I'm happy about that. I just want this year to be over with. I just been struggling and family didn't help me when I needed them. Shows how much I'm loved, but I am grateful to have wonderful friends. They are my family and I love them for that. So thanks guys for being there for me when I needed it the most. (hugs)

Well I better head off guys.

Merry Christmas everyone
Meh, so far it's challenging, but I know I'll make it. Once I have everything organize I'll start working on this page, but for now let me take care of school first.
Today celerbates my one year anniversary here on deviantArt. Thought I write a journal about it. To all the artist I like, Thanks for uploading some amazing artwork, comics, fan-art, etc that I enjoy to look at. Peace out guys.
Well hello there, Sorry been out of commission for a while, so I thought I give you guys an update on what's going on. I'm done with school. YEAH, now I can work on the things I want to work on. X). I'll try and upload some Brawl pictures I have so I can keep things fresh and interesting on my profile. I really can't draw, Sorry I'm not that great of an artist, but there are some kick-ass people on here whose work that not only I admire, but a fan of. Yeah my, profile may not be the best, but hey, mind as well keep track of some of the peoples' work I look at and make it easier to get. Anyways, That's all I have. Have a question? Send me a message. Thanks for reading.
  • Playing: DK Returns
I'm new at submitting brawl pictures and i can't find the scraps category. where is? please let me know. thank you

P.S. I'll upload more brawl pics
  • Listening to: Breaking Benjamin
  • Playing: COD Modern Warfare 2
Hello DeviantArt, Allow me to introduces myself, The named is Franklin. I am a huge gamer, i love video games they are so much fun. I like Halo, Call of Duty, Mario, Zelda, Kirby, and much more. I love fan art it's so much fun to look at some of the fan art for the series I loved and the creative.I'm also a huge fan of all the series I love. Now the first journal entries I did is called Intro to Geno's Nobody (Gex). I want to make one thing clear, Gex is someone completely different. Yes I know that there is someone else called Gex, but my Gex is somebody else. He is a nobody, to be more precise, he is Geno's Nobody. If you don't who Geno is, he is the doll that comes to life in the game Super Mario RPG: Legend of the Seven Stars (Which is the best Mario game I've ever played and love playing.)I had the idea that one day when I beat Mario RPG and switch to Kingdom Hearts II. While I was playing Kingdom Hearts II and was facing an organization member, the thought came to my mind and I said "You know, Geno is kinda gave life to a nobody, I mean he took possess of a doll for a while and after he was done with his mission, he left the doll's body and return to Star Road. So in a way, he gave the doll a life or a heart and then took the life or a heart away." "Right?" Any ways Gex is Geno's Nobody. Well that's all the time I have now. I hope my time here with deviantArt is great here. See you guys soon. Franklin out.
Now who is Gex? Well allow me to explain, Gex is a member of Organization XIII. Gex is organization member 15. Gex is Geno's Nobody, his element is Metal/Steel. His weapon is a staff that transforms into all different weapons like a hammer, a mace, a sword, a metal wip, etc. Gex's arms and hands are also weapons like the hand gun, hand cannon, and the finger shot like Geno's. Gex can also transform his arms and hands to into weapon like swords. Gex's age and origins are unknown. He has no memories of who he really is or how he came to be, the only memories he's got is with the Organization. Gex doesn't really care about the organization master plan, all he really cares about is who he really is? How he came to be? and Who is this Geno?

Geno and Organization XIII belong with Square Enix

Gex (Geno's Nobody) Belongs to Gexocidal(Franklin)