Venting and Ranting

Another day, another journal. So these past few weeks have been most stressful, due to working this theater show has been taking time form work and it's starting to hurt me financially, but that comes with the class, there was no way I could get out of it, but only till the 27th shall I be free and can work like crazy.  I'm going to try going to Pax East this year. I got my three day pass and now I just need to work on where to stay, who is going and so on.  I made it to Pax Prime; I'll try my best to go to Pax East. Be nice to see my friends and have a good time. Lately I've been thinking about school and life. I've been going to college for about 4 years and to be honest, I'm done with school. I am tired of it. I would have been done with it by this year, but no, the university didn't count some credits that got transfer and now, I have to somewhat start all over again. (They consider me a sophomore rather than me a senior) Which is all bullsh*t. I've also notice that moving away from my sister didn't really help me as I thought it would. I mean yes I don't have her or her boyfriend breathing down my freaking neck, but in a way, she keeps throwing these jobs my way and it like "Sis, I already have a job, I'm getting a raised, and I cannot work two jobs and go to school full time. I'm already working full time, going to school full time, and I am suffering the price of this. I'm behind in my classes, not getting enough sleep, trying to get hours to pay rent, and here is my sis, not having to worry about paying rent because her boyfriend pays the rent (I have to pay 409 a month on my own, he pays around 800 or so, but he has a big paying job and already has his degree) but this women still pulls this crap on me. It's ridiculous, it's like she trying to control my life or trying to be my mother and I HATE IT. It just adds more stress and depression to my plate.  I also hate that when I got into an argument with my sister she all like "I just want you to prove everyone wrong or some crap." Well guess what sis, you fail in that department, you have not only screwed me over, but you have ruined me and mentally scar me because of that. So good job on that you dumbass. Also when I think something is wrong with me, my sister just doubts me or pushes me down, well f**k you sis.  I have to keep kicking myself in the butt just to go through the day and do school work because either I'll get lazy or I have a difficult time keeping focus on the work.  It just pisses me off so much I've tried to break my habits, but then again "Old habits die hard." Well I think I've vent and ranted enough. See you all later,
-Gex